She's The Life

My Life

I thought I'd post bios of the people I talk about and some other things. Pics included :)

( bios )

i just want my period..
i keep feeling like i have it, but nothing.
it started to feel like it again.
yesterday i had cramps that sucked
but nothing
right now i just have that uuuhhhggg feeling in my ovaries...
i just want it mostly so i dont get it this weekend and become totally useless :[ i tend to be rendered partially dead for a day at least...

oh and the whole if i get it im not pregnant thing thats always good too

ive got almost everything in my new journal up now. mood theme, FO banner, layout, now i need my info, and ill be fab. that comes tomorrow. its 2am, i feel like my period is here *crosses fingers*, and i have to work 2-8 tomorrow.

i get, w both checks, 353.60 for the weekend!!!! rawk on bitchessss

♥liz

right now, while i wait for my nails to dry [[i havent painted them since...november???? omg]],
im setting up my new journal, ill post the name and add y'all once it's perfect.

my nails are black and they look pretty chic :D good shape and everything *proud* lol i havent "professionally" done nails in a year or more. so still being able to make a shorttt and niice shape still is impressive to me haha

i wish it was thursday, omg, i want to have sex right now so bad its stupid uhhgggg.
>.<
and we probably wont have sex this coming weekend either bc we wont be home..
friday we're leaving earlyish, and when we get down there, go bowling bc dan said he has to beat ben.
ben kicked our asses last time.
note:: ben is 12.

12.


son of a bitch. hes beaten me in everything, esp mini golf...fucker.
so if we're there early enough, we're going to the mall, get christwiches [[what me and brandy call the most amazing philly cheese steak sandwiches in the world from charley's grill]]
then shop a bit
and bowl

we'll probably bring brandy too bc its tradition to get christwiches w him hahaha
and itd be fun for all of us to go :]
aka i have to clean out my car hahaha blah
ah i cant wait!!
:]


k well im gonna work more on my lj.

♥liz

Right now dan and is dad are fixing his truck...blah. I have to leave in a few hours I think bc of weather... Whatever. I want him to come with me for a few hours, but I highly doubt he will. Blah. I wish it was the wkend already...(Well, nxt wkend)
I wonder if his parents like me. They're a little coler then the sterotypical parents. Wonder what its like to have parents w motivation, and ones who like...care. Not like care about me, but care about just about like ...stuff. Ya know? Like how stuff looks, or how they're presented, or just anything. But they don't. I think my mom would if she could. Meaning if she had someone better than my dad. Better money, better job. But she can't. She has him.
I also remembered bc dan brought up I blog everything 400 times a day, that I've done this for years, on paper. I used to alwayyys carry a journal and write in it 5x a day. Now I just do it virtually lol.

Blah..dan just said he doesn't know (as in probably can't) come w me bk to my house....fuck.

Whatev. I got a text so I'm gonna leave this here.

♥liz

The weather is shittt. It went from rain to snow bk to rain (not freezing rain either) within an hour. So I'm staying here the night. I will admit, and he knows this, a huge phobia of mine is being at someones house, and to sleep over?? Yikes. But ill be fine...what sucks is we have to sleep in seperate rooms...for those who are new, yes, we're engaged, but we haven't told his family yet, and we both still live w our parents...uhg. So right now I'm in his room, in his boxers bc well, I have no underwear haha. He's going to come get me in the AM bc if he doesn't, ill never leave the room. Same w when I pull in the driveway, if he doesn't come get me, ill stay in the car. I know I should learn to get past that. Oh well. Forcast this wkend::no sex
Thursday::sexsexsex..we have to pack in a lot hahaha bc nxt wkend...prolly no sex! Ahhhh! Wtf lol sucksss

Well I better try and sleep...
Today was 4 month of no smokingN and tomorrow is me and dans four month

Wtf I can't do numbers or punctuation now wtf anyway
Night

Liz

I think changing my diet is making me gain weight. I look bigger then I did b4 I started... And ya you, or at least I can not gain, and even lose weight when eating junk food. For a month, me and brandy ate nothing but junkkk then a real dinner. I lost... 12lbs? And it stayed off. I continued this, but instead of sitting playing nintendo, I played on the computer. And went from a size 19 to a size 13... Idk. Maybe I'm bloated from water and maybe bc my period is SUPPOSED to show up the wk after next...? Idk. Uhg I feel fat even w dan telling me my body type is perfect...uhg we're at wal mart. The mirrors made me say all this.
♥liz

get me the FUCK out of here.

i got biiiiiiiiiiiitched at because i didnt do something AT THAT VERY SECOND OMG
fuck her.
im going to quit working at the store, idk wtf im going to do for work, but fuck.
uhg my anxiety is retarded, and i took a pill a 1/2 hour ago, and im still UHG

i just want to cry.
i want to ... stuff

i want to get the fuck out of here.
i want to fucking move.
but can i do that?
no..

because dan wont let me move out by myself, yet he doesnt want to move out.
im fucking stuck in the worst place ever.

fuck.
just fuck.

i want to get the shit out of here.
fuckfuckfuck

-liz

Anne Rice writing as A. N. Roquelaure
the sleeping beauty novels


they're my moms.
i was doing "book dipping" to try and get a user name out of book 2, Beauty's Punishment

my finger laned on "phallus".

so i read around that.

OMG SMUTTIEST BOOK[s] EVER

it was about this guy who was a sex slave, and him and 6 other guys were in the midst of a horse fetish play thing where they had harnesses and etc and were called ponies.
and then he sucked some cock and got it in the ass... a lot. like, 7 times in 3 pages.
shitttt dude.
and then he wanted to give head real bad and the guy was like 'balls first a good togue bathing' so he sucked his nuts then gave him head.

id read them, but i just dont like how anne rice writes. I read the vampire lestat and pandora, and eh...too much detail of simple things. like she'll spend 8 pages trying to say "he walked into a room" and its annoying. these books are smaller than the vampire novels, but they're still shittily written. idk why i just hate her style its so terrible. this isnt even that detailed and its still annoying to read.

whatever.
still no name all i keep getting is smut smut smut

maybe that should be my name

Smut.

i need dinner...and the do the floors.

♥liz

i need to make a new journal...
i want to keep it better organized than this one.
everything with a subject, tagged, and those that need to be, in memories.
i use this for a lot of things, not just writing, but I use it to check when things happened [like when i get my period, i have a tendancy to record it here, not a calender like I should...which i have, but its gets erased every month anyway as its a giant white board calender I COULDNT LIVE WITHOUT OMG].
and, i'm sick of this name.
its so weird having this, too after like, 4 years of anything to do with sugar.
sugar735 [delted and purged..sometimes I wish I didn't, but I know its for the best]
sugarkane735 [mostly a lot about my ex, Justin]
sugar-735 [also a lot of justin, a lot of bitching of him, the breakup and college, and i think this one has the convos with Tony, maybe its the other one.]

and I want one that isn't riddled with things about justin and tony, so that dan can read it. I wont cencor myself or anything, I'll write as if he wasn't reading, but I just don't want him to read anything I have to say about those two, as bad as I may talk of them, I hate remembering they exist. [[and one thing I hate, random but, i hate when dan says he likes something we've never done before, like before we started having oral sex, he'd say how good he is at it and how much he loves to do it...which drives me RETARDED because that means hes done it with fucking Erin and UHG. ew...but he'll do it once in awhile, say something about sex that he likes that we've never done...maybe 1/2 is what he's seen in porn and likes the idea or the fantasy to go with it, but i know a lot of it probably deals with that fugly bitch...ANYWAY]
one dan can read. that was the point of that paragraph/novel *eye roll*

now I have to think of a damn name thats neato.
i know i just bought a 2 month for this, but whatever, it's just $5, I'm going to buy it again for the new one.

I have to find that site that will turn your journal into a book...
because there's a few entries I'd really love to have like, forever. mainly the first few days with daniel, and the proposal and there's a few more here and there that I really love.


rawr i know it sucks bitches for you to transfer to my new name, but i promise to delete you off this name [if you want] and I'll go through and add you all myself, then you just have to add back cuz ya love me :D
I can't belive its already 5... rawr.
I'm going to finish some work and then think of a name.

♥liz

sorry for flooding you
i dont think im going to do the pay for post past this $25 i just did, if i even get it.
if its approved, it goes back the the reviewers 30 days after the original submission date, and then i'd get paid.

fuck that.
im just going to stop at that $25, and keep with AC, so much easier and quicker payments.
oh well, if I really get $25, then shweet.
if not.
fuck.


and i promise no more random floods like that, bc that was pretty bad. though it probably wont be the last of tonight.

again, im super sorry about the crazy amount of posting in such a short amount of time..just trying to make money..
this isnt the way i guess...ill stick to AC
because hey, when i get these next three, i'll have $18, and thats 1/2 a tank of gas!!

ooo and mom's paying me for the week i work for her, aka i get 2 pay checks this week bc i need the money to go down home :D awesomeeeeee
so i get a couple hundred to go down, when right now, i have $45 in the bank since i paid mom $40 for my cell, and bc me and dad went $42 over what she said we could spend(my fault, i bought the most), i paid her that too


rawr

♥liz

it says i need an original post before and after each one, so here goes another one.


i have to see what dan is doing thursday next week...maybe he could come over, have some awesome sex, then keep me company at work, then have more awesome sex, then go home, then we go down home.


dan's going to bring his bass with him, and him and my cousin brandy are going to have a jam session. I'm just the singer in my "band"
but dude, ill get to watch my hunny play bass
there is NOTHING sexier than that..
well, maybe cowboy hats and working on cars are liked tied with it,
but musically, theres nothing better than a nice bass
*drool*

i dont expect people to comment on all my posts..theres going to be a tonnnnnnnnn
sorrry
if you hate me you can take me off ur list.
but i may make a second name, one dan can look at too anyway, so ya, let me know if that'd be better for you.
yup.

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So, what am I going to do with the money? I'm going to save it all up and buy my car from my mom. She said that if I can pay for insurance and all that jazz, she'll sign it over to me, and it'll be MY car. No more sharing with my dad! I can just say NO. I've currently not made any friends, but I'm sure I will! After I get more used to how to use this, I'm sure I'll be pretty pro and make some friends, and make a ton of cash. I can't wait! This is easy stuff. I hope everything works out. I really need the extra money!

I think I'm just going to eat...I just need to.
I don't know... I still have to do the coffee area, and the deli slicer.
I wish dan would get on...

"I just felt like a horrible boyfriend"
"No. you're not a horrible boyfriend. you're an amazing fiance"


I told him i could withstand not kissing him.
he kissed my neck and whispered in my ear "i bet you cant"
I resisted my urge to kiss him.
and he did it again.
he looked at me and i just sat there speechless trying so hard.
he looked at me and said "just kiss me already" and pulled me to him and kissed me so amazingly.

I love him

♥liz

A review of this article "enhance natural beauty with cosmetic surgery"

First off I have to say that I am in no way against plastic surgery. Actually, I think it can be pretty top notch. This article talks about enhancing natural beauty with cosmetic surgery, and I think that's exactly what it should be about. A little botox or face lift never really hurt any body, if done right. With technology how it is, who says you can't make yourself look 10 years younger? I would never go under the knife, but that's what I say now. Maybe in 50 years, it'll be cheaper, I'll be older, and I'll think differently. It also says that mothers and daughters are going together which I think is pretty rad. Is there a better bonding experience? Cosmetic surgery should be more accepted, and talked about. It shouldn't be this odd tabboo thing everyone makes it out to be. If you're going to do it, do it. Do it for yourself, who cares what anyone thinks as long as YOU feel good!



i was also told to include this link
Breast Augmentation

roflmaooooooooooooooooooooooooo


nsfw!
http://advancedmasturbation.com/#F

I didn't get to see him today, and who knows if i will tomorrow...blah. i haaaaaaaate the winter. i cant wait til summer when i can just drive up there whatever day and hang with him til he goes to work. I miss him so much...I wish he could find a day job that would pay as much as this night one....andd he's getting a raise sometime this month...


I've so far made $10 writing 4 acticles that take me maybe 15 minutes each. I'm mint, let me tell you.

still havent done my calender and i really need to. i cant funtion without it.

♥liz

stumbleupon.com is amazing

i laughed so hard at the demo video on here
http://www.prontocondoms.co.za/

wtf lmao